Flying is my passion but sad to say it has come to an end for now. I believe I'll be back someday. Thank you to those who made my 2years in Jetstar a wonderful one. Getting to know every single one of you and working together with you was an awesome experiences. If it wasn't because of you, I don't think I will enjoy working. Big hugs!
Since I'm lazing around, I tend to do a lot of thinking. Especially when it comes to night. A lot of thing happened during this month of August that caused me to away from blogging. Life is at a changing point where I really think its time to wake up my idea and stop doing stupid stuffs. I learned that it brings you nothing for being nice. Seeing the true colours of my people around me and learned that I shouldn't be too nice anymore. I felt that I'm doing charity work every year, not to the needy but to 'friend' of mine. I was never calculative when it comes to you because I know you had financial problems at home. But thanks for making use of me. (I'm disappointed)
Love was never a topic to me. Sometimes I still question myself if I'm ready for a new relationship. It brings a lot of flashback to the past and that caused me not able to step forward to a new life. I'm truly trying to move on but I'm really afraid of getting hurt and hurting people. Someone please tell me how to love and teach me how to love. :(
Happy moments will be back with me soon. I believe I'll be the happiest girl ever in this world as time goes by. For now, I need a getaway soon. A short trip to batam and birthday trip to Taiwan this year. I still look forward to go Bangkok as well. Misses the food and shopping there.
Till then, goodbye.
